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PapaFoote 80, Male, Michigan, USA - 193 entries

Apr 2012
7:51 AM EST

Try or Fail

Tonight,

Within my 81 years, I know about the many wars and atrocities - and the numerous "others" back to the "caveman" years! "We" have gone ahead with "somethings", but not for "social humans" in our Earth Planet - civilization needs to try harder with "our" lives in order to get "civilized" better! It's up to "each person" to "choose" - TRY or FAIL! Nobody else can do it for you - JUST "YOU", AND "SOME" OTHERS! I hope there will be MORE - we need them!

-From The Old Goat

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linnea14star 30, Female, Washington, USA - 25 entries

Apr 2012
5:57 PM CST

FootLoose (Continued)

What Do you all think?

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linnea14star 30, Female, Washington, USA - 25 entries

Apr 2012
5:55 PM CST

Footloose

The newer Footloose is WAY better with catagraphying ( spelled wrong) in their dancing. The old one stucked in that. The love interest�and romance is way better in the first movie. I love how there is less use of drugs and alcohole�in the second version of the��movie that works out better. The second�version of the movie explains the past and the background more. Both movies make me wonder if there is places like that in the United States or�in the world. I don't wht I would do without music or dancing. I think I would probably go completely insane. Sometimes I think dancing keeps�me sane along with writing, reading, swimming, My sister Skye, and church.�

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PapaFoote 80, Male, Michigan, USA - 193 entries

Apr 2012
8:04 AM EST

"Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot, nothing is going to get better. It's not." - Dr. Seuss (The Lorax)

Today,

-Well, I know that many folks, from the past, through the present, and into the future, will "Try To Care" - and "That's All Right For Me" to progress forward with our civilization "work"!

-From The Old Goat

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linnea14star 30, Female, Washington, USA - 25 entries

Apr 2012
10:01 AM CST

A Cool Thing

I have this account on a auditioning/management website. The thing is I never actually go to the auditions and try out. So if any of you would like to try out then tell me about it that would be great.

Commercial for Major Retailer
Location: Nationwide
Gender: Female
Age range: 15 to 25
Submission Deadline: 04/13/2012

Pay Rate: 7,500 per event.��

Faces And Figures Of The Future
Location: Nationwide
Gender: Female
Age range: 16 to 21
Submission Deadline: 04/29/2012

Pay Rate: 1,000 per event.��

International Print Shoot
Location: Nationwide
Gender: Female
Age range: 8 to 17
Submission Deadline: 04/13/2012

Pay Rate: 950 per day.��

Edgy/Hip Clothing Line
Location: Nationwide
Gender: Female
Age range: 6 to 17
Submission Deadline: 04/24/2012

Pay Rate: 400 per day.��

Promotional Ads For New Show
Location: Nationwide
Gender: Female
Age range: 6 to 19
Submission Deadline: 04/15/2012

Pay Rate: 400 per event.��

Actress For Commercial Needed - Seattle
Location: Seattle, Wa
Gender: Female
Age range: 16 to 25
Submission Deadline: 05/01/2012

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linnea14star 30, Female, Washington, USA - 25 entries

Apr 2012
1:39 PM CST

"The injury we do and the one we suffer are not weighed in the same scale." - Aesop
Which is so true because there are 2 different sides, but not just between the hurted and the conflicter but also the hurted and the conflicted have there own sides and problems.
"Perfect love means to love the one through whom one became unhappy." - Soren Kierkegaard That is just really hard. Doens anyone have any advice for that? It would help a lot with my sisters.

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linnea14star 30, Female, Washington, USA - 25 entries

Apr 2012
11:43 PM CST

Questions and Answers 3/31/2012

Do I want to go live somewhere else?Yes
Do I want to go live in a mental hospital? No
Do I want to go to jail? If it is what has to be done.
Do I want to go into foster care? Sometimes
Do I still want to be protected by mom and dad, and have their help? Yes, but not with all this
Do I want to go to court and get money for the future from it?No
Do I want dad to drop me off at the library so I can ---- a guy? No, but I do want him to drop me off so I can go on the internet and be a normal teenager.
Do I want grow up? Not anymore! I want to be able to be a teenager with fewer rules.
Do I still want to be a teacher and author anymore? I don’t know, it’s getting harder to decide if I’m still going to do those things.
Will I go online to message a guy again? There is a good chance I will, I have to guys that I really want to message RIGHT now that I can’t because of everything.
Do I want to talk to the detective? No, ---- NO! I rather drop dead right now than have to deal with a snoopy detective for a case that is going to court that I really don’t want to b apart of when it is all about me.
Why do I like mess up this family?I don’t consider myself a true member of this family. So I don’t know why I like messing up them.
Do I want to go and ---- with a guy again? Yes
How long have I had contact with the guy since the situation?The week after I started using Aumi to contact him, but he hasn’t started to contact me personally since Thursday.
Why do I hurt my sisters?� They piss me off and I just have had enough of it. I don’t need them cussing at, making faces at, and getting me in trouble on purpose. I don’t want to be around THEM anymore.
Will I just pull my pants down for anyone?I don’t think so. I think I will only have --- with certain people. I do know it won’t be with any girls that is for sure considering I am a girl.
Do I want help in this situation from mom and dad and let them guide me? N0, I rather left alone in this and not even go to court.
Should mom and dad just give up on me right now and just let me do whatever what I want?No because mom and dad shouldn’t give up on me just yet, but yes they should let me do whatever I want.
Do I want to be able to get a job? I am able to get a job. If the question was,do I want a job?
Then the answer would be YES, YES, YES.
Does Skye have my respect? Yes, she has always been there, I can sometimes talk to her when I am upset, and she has helped me out a lot.
Am I grounded? No, not yet anyways. By what I know.
Will I tell Skye my username and password for Facebook? ---- NO! But so far she has guessed Pok�mon, pink Pok�mon, and William as my password which are ALL wrong. I will not give up my Facebook information to Skye, this computer, anyone or to anyone else. And that is a promise.
Will I give Kayla My password and username to my Facebook? ---- NO! But Skye is still guessing she has now guessed Aumi (which was close), will, and I love will. All are still wrong. And I am mad that Skye brought Kayla into this.
Am I a ---? No, but I may be a ---- because of all my feelings for and about ---.
Do I still want to live in this house? This question is asked to me every month, and the answer is always No. I can’t handle always being the one that messes up this family and always being the one that can’t pass my parents and God’s expectations. If I leave that mean there is less of a chance that I might kill myself because I am a disgrace to my family.
Did I chop a guy? No
Do I want to chop a guy? ---- NO!
Do I want to graduate high school with a diploma? Yes, I also want to go to college (if possible).

Tags: 3/3/2012

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linnea14star 30, Female, Washington, USA - 25 entries

Apr 2012
11:41 PM CST

Questions From yesterday

Did I fun walking the mall with Skye, Kayla, and Chris? The truth is I really didn’t. I felt completely unwanted (like always). Skye kept telling to go someplace or walk somewhere, and then when I did she would get mad at me for it and say I had to walk in front of her to keep an eye on me. When I protested she would say it was because I kept walking away. Then when I was walking in front of her she got mad because I was walking too fast. That is why I usually walk behind her, so I don’t have to worry as much on how she wants me to be. Skye was very controlling she kept telling me that I had to do things like sit somewhere or walk someplace when the truth is I just wanted to have fun and me a normal teenager for 1 hour and �. Kayla even told a Mexican guy that was passing by me that I liked him just to mess with me and when he looked back he looked disgusted.� Then there were 3 guys that saw us than ran. I told Skye that if we got close enough to them I would flip them off so when we were in the narrow hallway close to the cafeteria one of the guys were covering his face and we got 3 feet close to them and I flipped them off and kept walking. The guy who covered his head notice and yelled at Kayla. Kayla yelled back then Skye yelled at the guy also. After that we just walked in the cafeteria then left.
Am I feeling O.K? Not really. I couldn’t really do anything at the mall.
How am I feeling?Glad? A little, I am glad that I got to walk the mall. Upset? Yes, just look at the answer for question 28. Tired? Yes, I really am. When I walk the mall it always makes me really tired, and lately I have been tired anyways so now I am super tired.
Did I start my ------ today? Yes, I kind of expected it after what happened yesterday with me freaking out and all. The thing is I still want to go stay somewhere else for a while because I think it might help.
�Am I on the internet? No, all the networks are password protected so the only way to go on the internet from here is to get the network password from someone else with wireless internet.
Why wasn’t I at the people hunt yesterday? �There are 2 reasons for that. The 1^st reason is I got in trouble for what happened Friday for using Facebook to message guys. The 2^nd reason is dad forgot all about the people hunt.
Did I have fun at church? Yes, I got to see a guy I like in class today and for intro we played a game called Apples to Apples. Also we had a mixed class because the middle schoolers were in the Sunday school class with us today. Another reason is I won 1 round and got to judge 1 of the rounds, and today was the potluck for church.
What do I think about this whole living situation thing between being at home and staying somewhere else for a while? I want to stay home, but I need some breaks. So I want to go somewhere else to stay for a while.
Do I want to stay home and have mom and dad’s protection? Yes, I want to be able to stay home, but I don’t want all mom and dad’s protection. I want them to let me do things on my own and let me give my opinion on certain topics and things.
�Can dad leave me home with the other girls without any problems? It should workout like that as long as no one provokes me or causes any problems with me.
What was that guy’s name from church? The guy from church is named Chayne (Shane).
Do I like him? Yes, but I only consider him a friend.
�Do I have a crush on him? �Yes I do. I think he is sweet, very cute, and nice.
Who was that boy sitting next to me in the sanctuary at the table and talking to me?� Chayne (Shane)
Who was the girl I was talking to in the foyer? Her name is Katja (cot-cha).
�Where does she live? I don’t know
How old is she? She is 17.
Does she have a job? I don’t know.
Don’t I want to grow up?� I am starting not to want to anymore because of the things dad used to tell me when I was younger.
So I am just giving up? No, not right now. But I feel like I am at the verge of giving up. This is just beginning to tear me apart into a million.
Do I feel like I am a 3 ring circus? Right now I do. I have to� deal with school, sexual feeling, the people in my head, my aunt Kathy, Skye, the little girls, dad, papa, grandma, and just being me. All this is making me want to tear myself from the inside out.
I didn’t flip you off while I was shutting your door, so what were you thinking?Skye you did flip me off right before you shut the door and don’t come in my room acting all gangster and ganging up on me like that.You know that I can’t break this promise to dad.
Hey Linnea, what’s going on? Well this is completely off the subject, but do youknow about how I had sex with William?Well we had it 3 times and the 3^rd time he raped me. Then last Friday I got caught Facebook messaging him. Linnea?! Why would you go off doing something like that? I don’t know why. I was just being stupid and a dumb---. So now I am in big trouble and parents don’t know what they are going to do with me. So back to the situation at hand Skye and the little girls are having problems and I just couldn’t handle listening to it again. Especially with everything going on with me and the messed up stuff that has been happening on the side.

Tags: 4/1/2012

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dejack 67, Female, Michigan, USA - 19 entries

Apr 2012
10:36 AM

Luck or Blessed Fact

Luck is not a fact for me blessed is a reality for me ( not judging what people believe talking about me). I've tried being lucky, even thought I was because I had the rabbit foot, the horse shoe, chanted till I was blue the face the list goes on. My mother inlaw was a lucky person (addicted to gambling) won big and lost it all back in 3 days. Blessed for me doesn't take a lot just believe you are and everything I've been blessed with I still have my children and husband of 32 years. So no luck is not a fact for me.

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PapaFoote 80, Male, Michigan, USA - 193 entries

Apr 2012
8:53 AM EST

Conservative vs. Progressive vs. Freedome - Deserving It!

Today, It's interesting, for me to think about conservative vs. progressive thinking, because when "you" are in the "middle" of it, you will probably "swing" back and forth between "thoughtful" stuff, from different folks! Sometimes, you "need" to be more conservative, sometimes, you "can" be more progressive. But, within that "thinking", you need to remember about "freedom" - WHICH IS ONLY FOR THOSE FOLKS THAT DESERVE IT! "Free" does not mean that you can be BAD, and get a "pass" without deserving it! At this moment in a "early" stage of "civilization" I find that as long as there are TOO many "BAD FOLKS" on our Earth Planet, "we" just must be "collared" until "we" DESERVE it! That's what CIVILIZATION is about - GETTING CIVILIZED! WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THIS? - From The Old Goat

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